I'm not a blogger.
not anymore.
Not since the advent and expansion of the term "blog".
To blog means to write your thoughts opinions daily life dairy journal experiences photos names shit and what not on a magical template possible because of the rise of web 2.0 technologies.
To chronicle ur thoughts and words.
TO write.
Blogging is the new journalism.
It's the new dairism.
its the new expressionism.
Or maybe it's all just a bunch of idiots getting together and acting silly.
Maybe What i've done up till now is all shit.
nevertheless i intend to continue.
cos mine is not a blog.
it's an unused free space on the internet given freely by servers because i dont know why to the public, and opver time it's become sort of my sanctuary or something.I dont know.
I only know I'm not thinking straight today.
It's all so sudden. And i'm not sure how to react, at times lke these it's best to shut your pie hole but I don't think i'm able to do that. It's been 3 months and 15 days but thats not what I'm talking about, maybe it's been 2 days, or 3 , or 4 or whatever.
As I said, at these times its best to shut up, but thats not in my nature. My nature would be tot alk about it non stop and then perhaps piss somebody off then feel sorry about myself, and yes thats exactly what I have done.
3 1/2 months is not a very long time, but i think this is going to work out, for some reason or other. Wishful thining i suppose, but better than no thinking, or maybe no
thinking is what i wanna do but cant right now, thats why I'm hammering away aimlessly at the keyboard. BEcause I'm confused? Did'nt I foresee this sometime back? Yes and this is exactly how I'm reacting, perhaps i even predicted myselof blogging but thats not it.
Yes I, me , myself, jingjingwei, jingwei jing2wei jwei big jing Y0u Ar3 SO FUCkING PREDIctAble!!!
Here I am hoping that you end with the worst possible ending but I hope I dont get fucked up and do something overly predictable that I didn't even predict it in the first palce.
I am me.
Yes.
This is me.
COnfused collaged yet loved.
for that I'm grateful.
wtf.
IM not even making sense.
Congrats for reaching the bottom of this insanely inane post.
heres a few pics to spice up your life.
aiyah, don't think so much lah.
ReplyDeleteyour clint eastwood looks more like tom cruise? but yeah, that sketch of the guy lying on the floor looks like it could be really cool. try putting some markers to it?
you're a blogger, because you have a voice. what to do with it? that's the hard part
ReplyDeletei have a voice.
ReplyDeletei shall say what i feel and what matters to me.