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WHEN THEY MEET #1

Immovable Object: What if, just what if, we're in hypothetical thought space now. We're still conjecture, so we haven't met, but the possibility exists, which when in this space makes it the present situation. Thus explaining the paradox of us meeting, not destroying each other or doing nothing to each other!

Unstoppable Force: That makes no sense.

Immovable Object: But if we're hypothetical, then it should. We just have to wait til we pass through conjecture tunnel, then come out inference way.

Unstoppable FOrce: You mean by then this'll make sense?

Immovable Object: I'm saying by then nobody knows what will happen. Because we're a paradox, and we can't move past where we are. THe entire logic continuum will be destabilised if we could. Somethings just aren't possible.

Unstoppable Force: But we're in Hypothetical thought space...

Immovable Object: Which means everything is probable! Holy Heisenberg, you're right!

UNstoppable Force: So we're breaking the logic continuum?

Immovable Object: NO, we're just getting back what should have been ours a long time ago - sense.

Unstoppable Force: Now you're talking. Let's go.

Immovable Object: Negating my name, and thus losing the last piece of sense I've been dying so hard to protect? Nice try.

Unstoppable Force: I'm hardly stoppable yet...

to be continued...

Today, I do nothing.

.....

But tomorrow something will turn up.

.....

I know someone who's incredibly skeptical. I don't exactly know why.

She was a person of faith.

It struck me as weird.

Because for a person of faith, she had very little of it in people.

I choose to have faith in people.

Even when they're rubbish and shit.

Because what else are you going to have faith in?

Annie Hall

I watched Annie Hall for the first time.

It's a good film.

It reminded me of many things.

Not least of which is you.

early morning.

gargling listerine... thinking about what to say for the presentation....

i"m nervous, as always.

blood and guts.

It's been a while.

It's not that I haven't been writing, but work catches up.

I still think about her, but not as much, and as expected, it doesn't hurt as much anymore.

I'm still halfway between relief and sadness.

I still dream about her, and it does still sting when I think about her.

I never knew something so short could hurt so bad.

A friend asked my what I learned from all this.

Honestly? I still don't quite know.

Don't go out with older women? Don't fall so hard so fast? Don't be an idiot? Or maybe don't open your heart?

I'm not sure what I can learn from this.

Not yet.

She texted me today, basically saying she was fine if we went for coffee.

Far cry from what she sad a few weeks ago.

It's all very weird.

So I find myself thinking about her again, and I find myself here, 4 in the morning, really should be sleeping because I got work tomorrow.

I don't know what the future holds, but I've spilled my blood guts these few weeks.

Figuratively speaking.

It can't be as bad as that 2nd week of July. It just can't.

So with that I look forward with eyes a tad more hopeful.

:)

music for the mood.

Suddenly, I thought of that time when you called me.
You just finished watching October Sky.
You were crying.

....Thinking of it now, I feel funny and sad at the same time.

Is there a word for that feeling?

...

I think I'll be fine.

Thanks everyone.

Thanks lyn. *hugs*

Me
i...
just fell for her quite deeply
12:41amMe
a bit too much. when i wasn't thinking about age everything elt so right
i know la im rather dumb
12:43amRae
mmm
can understand
12:44amMe
just being stupid la
fell for the wrong girl
12:44amRae
you're being in love lah
12:44amMe
very mch so
12:44amRae
get her back lor
12:45amMe
i kept thinking that until last friday
12:47amMe
she kept telling me she wouldnt even give me a chance.
well
she wont la
but for a while it felt like she was going to
12:47amRae
then dont persue
12:47amMe
then she bascially disenganged entirely
im probably not going to
or
im not going to
but in the back of my head
i still wish we could be together la
12:49amRae
hugs
12:50amMe
..... seriously (hugs) thanks for putting up with my shit
12:54amRae
its all good
and you're a dumby dumb
pick yourself up and dump yourself in bed
because you have a career to build from tomorrow on
12:58amMe
haha yeah...
im feeling alot better compared to last friday
thanks to beer, germany and other stuff
and you of course
(hug)
12:58amRae
awww
hus
-hugs-
12:58amMe
hus
12:59amRae
u know what else will make you feel better?
a shower and some sleep
12:59amMe
ahaha
i know
1:00amRae
u can axe the sleep.
1:00amMe
i think i'll be fine
1:00amRae
but trust me. the shower will be awesum
1:00amMe
dont tell me you can smell me from here
there*
HAHA
1:02amRae
i can sense the non-cleanness
and the suckling in bed all day-ness
*sulking
1:03amMe
hahha
i actually made it a point to be out of the house
cos too many things here reminded me of her
went for ping pong, then dinner etc
this was where we first kissed, then i had to send her home the next morning cos we forgot the time.
haha
1:04amRae
....
1:04amMe
lol
im finr
fine
sorry
i should go bath
1:05amRae
ha!
1:05amMe
thanks again, big sister.
1:05amRae
no problemo
be the best at what you do and all will fall in place
1:06amMe

i think i will miss her forever, i just wont be hurting that long

1:08amRae

1:13amMe
bathed!
1:13amRae
feel gooder?
1:13amMe
bester
she did call me alot more mature than guys my age.
1:14amRae
i have to run
1:14amMe
ok thanks
again
hugs
1:15amRae
driving someone home
1:15amMe
take care@!
1:15amRae
u be good sunshine
sleep well
nite!!!
1:15amMe
you too bug sis
big*
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